when life makes you wanna give up sometime

I'm at the point of almost breaking now I've knocked on every door in this cold town, The higher you go, the harder you fall If I want to be safe, then I just stay small Want to grow to the sky where it's beautiful But I can't see that from the forest floor How can I hold it together When nothing I try makes it better I just want to lay here forever, Cause if i don't get up Then I can't fall down